A strange thing has happened. I let go. I released my desires, needs, wants, goals and ambitions even. I let go of something. I let go to something. Not for me I thought....but for others. I was willing to sacrifice of myself and also give up... give over... to Spirit it seems. When I did that - a really strange thing happened. All those gifts... They began to come to me. I am incredibly blessed. And I wish to be a blessing to others.